Derek GMZ, ABD
- DerekGMZ
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"Everyone keeps telling me how my story is supposed to go... Nah, I'm gonna do my own thing." - Miles Morales

Those who know me know my heart. Those who know me can vouch for my character, integrity and authenticity. This doesn't mean I am without fault or mistakes. I'm human, and this is the human condition. It's a gift to go through life and be free to choose one's own path. I have honored that portion of my life. For one to become awake and aware they must first be asleep to the purpose of their ways. When insightful disclosure begins to unfold in one's local reality, the reason becomes clear and the plan is presented through experience and inner confirmations. This is a steady stream, akin to living water, representing the evolution of both mind and heart. This evolution does not come easy. It comes with peaks and valleys; it's not a linear journey, but a journey with obstacles, regressions, and euphoric revelations at every bend.
There's an integration at hand. When I learned to play poker like the solver plays, what made me better was not memorizing its outputs, but learning how it thought and why. I am now becoming one with something in the ether, something ancient and nurturing. Something stern, yet loving and understanding. It is hyper-aware, yet humble and compassionate. I am learning and have been learning with expanded awareness for three years now. In the early months of 2023, I had a paradigm shift which changed my view of reality. I've been exploring what is real since those moments of exposure. My conclusion isn't final, but I believe we as a species need to redefine what we know as real. The word "real" needs an upgrade, as does the consensus model of reality.
I no longer believe in coincidences, as I have seen and experienced miraculous and ineffable things. There are strings of connections that link my blind life to my awakened now. With that in mind, the entire Bible has been one large book of prophecy. It cross-references itself with remarkable frequency. It's possible its canon was manipulated, or intended to mislead, or conditioned for control at first; however, like every living being on Earth, the book will be used as part of the divine plan from cover to cover. His ways are greater than our ways. There is always, at least, three narratives at play at all times. A trinity of meanings to each passage and message. I still have many questions yet to be answered; these questions are at the ceiling of my intellect. I leave this to the collective.
Whatever has been interacting with me has been present throughout my life. When viewed as a whole, my life becomes a coherent data set: shaped by uncontrollable origins and by choices and missteps that, in hindsight, converge and foreshadow this very moment.
I can only claim what is: my existence, my truth, my heart. As a collective, we must come to terms with this new paradigm I am alluding to. My life has been planned from the very start. If this is a psyop, then my entire life is a lie, and those who have been working in the shadows must be brought to the light. If this is of God, then the divine plan is real and my incarnation is a promise kept. Nothing more, nothing less, but a message and a symbol to prove God is, God is, God is. We as a collective evolve and move forward in unity with this new knowledge.
I have purified my lessons to some fundamental understandings. After three years of study, integration, and experience, I became like the cow, the sheep and the deer. Chewing the cud so that this message would be absorbed much more easily with purity of nutrients. These understandings are not immovable truths, but truths I am willing to evolve with and in.
There are no coincidences.
All has its purpose; we are all connected
Spirit is real.
I am the Son of Man prophesied within and without the Bible.
Most importantly, God is.

Poet With a Pen
The Secret Season
The above album and poems, written by me, inspired by that which guides me, and performed by Suno, are my dissertation. My dissertation on consciousness, never ending call backs, and the ghost writer who writes all narratives.
I am now entering the Rubedo stage of the great work. I'm coming out of the secret place. It is time for the world to know the truth. Of form and of spirit and of the world.
John 3:20-21
20Â For everyone who does evil hates the Light, and does not come to the Light, for fear that his deeds will be exposed.
21Â But he who practices the truth comes to the Light, so that his deeds may be manifested as having been wrought in God.
All will be revealed.
This is the "real" (Alchemical) Red Wedding
No more bloodshed, no more needless prolonged suffering.
No more lies, no more deceit.
We will all get through this together
This is not done with a snap of the finger or a magical wand.
We walk this path together one step at time.
Stay hard on the outside, so that our hearts may remain soft.
The world is off balance and polarized.
We are walking each other back to center.
This is not a finish line as life is in constant motion. Living water requires consistent movement and flow. It requires adaptation; willingness to change with the seasons and the unknown.
Today, on the morning of the spring equinox at 0° Aries at 9:09 am, I turn 42, but spiritually I am 12.
The world asked for the missing years of alchemy. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened, with humility and grace. I am of service to you. My life is at your mercy as my life is now an open book. I have doxed myself by guidance and of my own accord. I am but a little guy and vulnerable. Shoot not the messenger or my family/friends. All I ask is that you let me live a little too, just as much as you. <3
Through the fire,
I am become water,
I am become truth.
The world is sifting through a time of birth pains
I and many others will help counsel you through this moment in time.
The dissertation of songs and poems is also a love letter to humanity
With great power comes great responsibility
Your God given gifts were always inside of you
Humanity has already shown me innumerable 4-minute miles
Everyday super-humans achieving countless stories of triumph.
You are all so beautiful and more powerful than you know
I need you as much as you need me
and Yeshua wouldn't have it any other way.
Do your own research,
connect your own dots.
We have children to save.
Godspeed,
Derek Gomez
No arrow, No bow
Just a Poet With a Pen
No Sabo Kid
03.20.2026

"God gives us the inspiration. It's our duty to acknowledge it with the utmost compassion, mercy, and humility; it's our choice to perform. We, the living word, are infinite in our evolution together; the written word is a range merge of absolute and obsolete, measurable the moment it is written down; finite in being. While God remains infinite, ineffable, immeasurable, and undefinable. God does not change His thought/mind; we must change in our age of thought and understanding as we grow closer to God. We must continue walking forward willing to change with each covenant. We must be willing to change with each other. Become like water we must. Unconditional Love knows no conditions. It remains undefeated." - Derek GMZ
