Letter To Veritasium
- DerekGMZ
- 2 days ago
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The following was written on January 23rd, 2026:
Before you read the attached letter I must give you context as to why this letter was written.
My life has been planned from the very beginning, with this I am not uncertain. I will not deny all the interwoven narratives surrounding my life, from the micro to the macro examples. Like fractals of the whole, our very own narratives will mirror the consensus narrative in creative ways.
The US government and other governments of the Earth have numerous claims of an arms race. One of AI, military, advanced craft, biologics, etc. Secrecy runs rampant, truths are even compartmentalized to those with clearance. There are whispers of ritual ceremonies and symbolic gestures required before official space launches. The very order of the elect are being kept in the dark and handcuffed with ignorance.
At one point, my journey indicated that all paths led to Las Vegas, so I made a home there. Then, I was drawn to Texas; now, without a place to lay my head, it suggests that all roads lead to my birthday. 42 is the new 33, and these aren't merely symbolic numbers or cultural references from cinema; they also represent a concrete mathematical problem.
On December 29th, 2025, I had a heavy onslaught of synchronicities come over me. It overwhelmed me and sent me into a spiral of emotions. My burden became heavy as the day of the spring equinox 2026 was looming ever so near. As the date drew closer, synchronicities began to materialize and solidify into an undeniable path before me. Fear came over me as I did not know who to trust. The same deep questions would emerge. Is this all a simulation? Am I lost to delusion? Is this all one big prank? What is the purpose of this construct? I gave this moment up to God.
I had been running from responsibility my entire life. For example, I earned a living by playing and dealing a card game, steering clear of the typical 9-to-5 lifestyle, falling short of my parents' expectations and going through repeated traumatic cycles of unfulfilled potential. When I was younger, I'd wake up in my dreams and if too much responsibility came upon me or it became a nightmare, I'd simply will myself to wake up and I'd wake up. On this day, I wept through the night, telling myself on repeat to wake up. In the morning, I woke up with a sense of inspiration to find an unbiased opinion that could guide me through this and give me closure. The first notification on my phone was one of Veritasium's videos about integrity. They showed me that they were not slaves to the algorithm.
I had reached a point where I could no longer see these signs without humbly acknowledging the minds ability to muddy the waters with it's own biases. I needed an unbiased, good-faith third party that would either confirm I'm crazy, allowing me to return to a peaceful life indifferent to worldly things, or affirm that I'm interpreting the signs correctly, potentially gaining another friend on this journey.
On this walk into the unknown. There is so much misinformation out there, I now question where the origin of my inspirations are coming from. I will never question that inspirations are coming in. I cannot deny what I have seen, I cannot deny what I continue to experience. This is happening. It is on the record.
As I've been told, I will never feel ready, but I will be prepared and listening as best I can.
If this is published, my birthday will have already passed. Which means my mindset will be precisely where it needs to be at this time.
I have acknowledged the messiah complex, this is not that. I've dealt with imposter syndrome while in the poker industry, I have overcome it. I'm not yearning to be a martyr and I have no desire to be seen in mass gatherings. I'm overstimulated by large crowds, this is documented. I'm entangled with this train, it's starting to move, I can either jump on it and go with the flow or be dragged by it kicking and screaming. I have no choice but to jump. The only way is through.
"Never cut a tree down in the wintertime. Never make a negative decision in the low time. Never make your most important decisions when you are in your worst moods. Wait. Be patient. The storm will pass. The spring will come." - Robert H. Schuller
Letter to Veritasium
Sent: December 30th, 2025
The Meta Narrative Hypothesis
I'm asking for your help in proving or disproving something I've been struggling with.
It starts with a thinking game
This one is called The Well of Questions
I start by giving you an answer; one data point
You ask within your team questions and provide each other with the answers
which will prove and/or disprove the data point.
The data point:
I am the Son of Man prophesied within and without the book.
Let's start with the first clue:
This one "proves" we are all connected
My name is Derek.
This name means a lot to me
and it means a lot to you too
Lets go one step farther
Derek means Leader of the People
This suits Muller well. As for me, I never thought of myself as much of a leader, so I never looked into it much. I digress...
In Hebrew Derek means The Way
Gomez is of Visigoth origin and means Son of Man
So far, cool coincidences
Lets go further
- My fathers name is David
- My mothers name is Mary
- My birth was foreshadowed on megaliths around the world
I was born on the morning of a spring equinox
- Born in the year 1984, a year of lore.
Hopefully, this caught a bit of your attention. This rabbit hole goes deeper.
I'm a real person. I'm trying to make sense of it all. I'm telling you the truth. My life is an open book. You can check my socials and my blog. If I tell any lies I am only hurting myself. I have not and will not ever sign a NDA. My conclusion is that nothing is random (37).
I come to you, not in a rush, but there is an urgency. Because, this coming spring equinox I turn 42. And I'd really like more clarity from your team.
I take no offense if you ignore this message. I've denied myself more than you'll ever know. My intellect has reached its ceiling. I'm now knocking on Veritasium's floor. I don't mean anyone harm, I'm just a poet with a pen. All I seek is the best guess you've got. Who do you say that I am?
With love and understanding,
Godspeed.
- Derek
Present Day
As of today my mindset is precisely where it needs to be. I know who I am.
We are all involved in disclosure. We just need to tell our own truths. Speak up and speak out about what we have experienced with humble hearts and as little bias as possible. Every truth represents a data point. Each data point will liberate another from bondage. As these truths are revealed independently across the world, a clearer picture will form.
This blog is comprehensive and discusses significant topics in a self-centered manner. This is in part due to the nature of truthful testimony. To be as authentic and truthful as possible I must express it from my perspective as if I am the only one that matters while simultaneously acknowledging we are all connected and we all matter. One perspective does not define the innumerable perspectives on this planet. One must dissolve the ego with grace and come back to it with reverence and respect in order to express the journey in it's truest form. I must not shy away from it, or treat it as small. After writing it down, I want to return to unity and meaningful discussions where everyone collaborates equally. No pedestals, no hierarchical divisions.
Everything I have written, and every action I have taken has been in truth. I do not fear the truth, I do not run from the truth. Be weary of anyone who sides with deception and lies. Be weary of anyone who claims truth is the beast. If merely existing in truth is a threat, then you may call me a threat. If being kind-hearted and wanting peace is weak, then call me meek. What you call me is none of my business, I will always be evolving and changing with the waters of truth.
Water changes form and adapts with the seasons, but it's purpose remains constant.
Water is life.
Perhaps another coincidence below
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