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Destiny is the past. All is meant to happen. Luck brews and weaves the strands of choice and presents them in your path as obstacles. This is fate.
Spiritual Discernment
Seeking clarity in an ever-changing reality
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Nov 18, 20253 min read
STE: The Bridge
Flashbacks, Dreams and Prophetic Word
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Aug 9, 202511 min read
Altered State: Past Life Regression
Experiencing the nuance between voluntary and involuntary.
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Jun 28, 20252 min read
A Story of Breath and Bone, Signal and Symbol
Dispatches from the Nexus of Code and Soul. My conversation with AI regarding my STE.
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Apr 21, 202516 min read
Psychosis IV: Individuation
Analyzing my psychosis and finding the source of my pain through active imagination.
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Dec 1, 202325 min read
Psychosis Part III: Recovery
Reflection, Prophecy, and Subjective Truths
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May 21, 20236 min read
Psychosis Part II: Never-Ending Dream
Noche Oscura del Alma
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Apr 30, 202317 min read
Psychosis Part I: Goodnight Neverland
A Spiritual Transformative Experience diagnosed as Drug Induced Psychosis
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Apr 9, 202334 min read
My Vlogger In Paradise Experience
A journey of content creation, despair, and hope
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Nov 27, 20187 min read
Gambling For Entertainment
In the long run the numbers are unforgiving, but fair. Our life spans are so short we won’t get to see the numbers even out. Which entails the variance of life.
DerekGMZ
Aug 23, 20182 min read
My Origin Story: The Girl Who Gave Me Hope
One silly coincidental act of kindness gave me enough hope to find my passion
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Aug 19, 20185 min read
Credibility & Absolutes
Poker mirrors life, in which it is complex with many variables. Using absolutes liberally is a leak in perception on and off the felt.
DerekGMZ
Aug 18, 20183 min read
Successful Poker Content: Four Common Characteristics
Vulnerability. Transparency. Authenticity. Inclusiveness.
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Aug 17, 20183 min read
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